6/04/2009
in the midst of doing my report which is due tomorrw. well... as usual im procrastinating. lol
anyhow, recently I was enlightened. As most know, i rather lost as a young adult now, still in the midst of search what i 'want'.
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As i was talking and bitching my stuff to some of the closer friends, I came to realise what a 'loser' i had been.
looking back all these 23 years, recalling most of the events. I realise i have had millions of 'i want to...' and none of it has been achieved and turned into 'yes, i have done..'
it's still mingling among the 'I want to...' list.
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Now, 23 years old. Not too old, but not too young. I have been questioning myself, do i still have time and want to continue adding things to the 'i want to...' list?
No, i clearly know i do not want that.
but well, i'm still lost and searching. However, one thing glad, i took a step to minimise the gap of my current 'i want to...'.
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I am gonna quote from Dr. De Martini this and share with those who manage to take a peek at this page.
'nothing in life has any meaning, except the meaning you give it'
I'm gonna modify it a little.
'Nothing in YOUR life has any meaning, except the meaning YOU give it'.
i guess this line just further accent that self worth is just a state of one's mind.
15:12
...and so the story continues...
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