10/29/2007
- rebirth -
after cheston's death. i seriously thought through a lot of things and grown up slightly. indeed told by one of my mentor, death though is a sad event nonetheless its also a lesson for the living. how true that is. been through the worse patch of my life accepting the matter-of-factly that Cheston had become a WAS.
facing reality and going into tmr is always a difficult task to any human standing and breathing. one can be so sure of what he/she NEEDS to do, however to FACE it in a total up front confrontation. it takes lots of courage and sense to do that. and Cheston taught me that.
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alot of his friends were so sorrowful, it aches to see. however it worries me even more to see the pit they are digging themselves in. being gone through depression once and nearly another time, it scares me to see ppl digging into a 'dark' pit.
anyhowz, no one is able to save the other unless he/she is able to get out of the pit him/herself though. amazing eh, how much life could be a learning path and need for wise choices. one slip in a choice u are making.. that's it.
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winnie, thank you for being with me this period. and thank you for lending me a hug when i needed it most and the comfort to dry the tears that i have been suppressing. lol. to me 'face' is more than anythin else, haha. so cry also must cry alone haha.
have been crying alot recent months eh. oh no!!! im falling into the 'women-are-made-of-water' category!!! arggghhh!!!
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anyhowiez, school's great so far. completed another paper. i find myself rather ridiculous. was given a choice of mcq mid term and term paper, i chose the latter. haha. i guess my tut mates think im nuts. in deed i guess. defience of the norm. woohoo....
but im happy. though was put down up front and right in the face by my econs professor. gosh its so insulting and offensive. good thing, im not demoralised.
see i told ya. i've grown!!! OH YAY!
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i love u all.
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...and so the story continues...
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