10/22/2007
- 2008 -
by the date above i will be in the states. at first i thought i would be totally fine alone. i guess i have overestimated my own capability of doing so.
in fact after i signed up, i was rather afraid. the fear of this and that, facing everythin alone. well, i had to admit... i started to self sympathised again... blaming the world for leaving me alone and ending me alone in everythin.
im trying to 'braven' up myself. dear friends pls see me through me that journey. well, for the FACE part, i will hang on. seriously i was thinkin why am i signin this up? for matter of proof to others or do i really like it.
anyhowz, no point thinkin so much now. i guess i have to jus wait till that day. sigh... i never knew i was so reliant and dependent on others till this really really happened to me...
im going to and am be totally ALL ALONE in 7months time. and i chose to fly as soon as i finished exams. im not goin to tell when will i be leaving tho. haha. i hate the fact that ppl come hug and say take care when u are there, when apparently i will be all alone.
geez ... self sympathy again arghh. IM GONNNNAAAA GET STRONGER NO MATTER WHAT....
yep jus a little update. i'll be in florida oralando, swimming with the whale. shamu. woohoo.
self consolence. looking forward. a breakaway from singapore. a journey of growing up. hopefully... it turns out rite.
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