6/04/2007
- holiday -
first and foremost. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY!!! wish u all the best in everythin u do and most importantly may all things go ur way =).
im sorry that i might not be able to attend ur party cause got tied up with lots of things. im sorry and i will make up for that i promise!
anyways im goin for holiday to bangkok liao. lookin pretty forward but i know im not very happy thesedays. of course its because of someone, some reason. and for that some reason. sometimes it's rite that u must always strive for what u want but ultimately ppl are always positive and optimistic about the outcome that they neglected what might come out negative.
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i wanted to go forward and go for what i want for once, nonetheless even without steppin one big step im suffering from repercussion. to me of the repurcussion is greater than anythin, might as well leave things as it is now. at least and for the least... things are jus the way they are.
ok im talking abstract and nonsense. this jus depicts how i feel rite now. shit right. i know im very anal now. well not very but pretty much i suppose haha.
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anyhow i guess im stayin and keepin my feet to the ground than to move forward.
13:49
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