8/13/2006

- *speechless* -

today im totally dumb-founded and speechless. im whole day was spoiled by my very first student of the day.

I raised my voice at her due to some errors she made when she wasnt supppsed to.

then she started to sob.

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*class ends at 930*

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i walked up to her mom and told her how i raised my voice at her daughter and for wahtever reason.

the girl suddenly cried as if i spanked her with a rottan. gosh~ i was like *gosh what did i do*

the mom was consoling her like she was the queen can. oh manz...

her mom was like telling me in a veyr sad tone: ' i don need her to be very good. my intention was to just let her be able to play. thats it. u know, i don need her to ber very good...'

im like oh yes i understand. but cant even do the basics how to play. gosh...

and heres the best part...

HER MOM CRIED...

* SPEECHLESS TOTALLY *

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i know im not a good teacher and i doubted my capability too. but i was jus doing my part... sigh... i guess time for me to reconsider my career. maybe i may not be suitable for this job as i presumed. at times passion doesnt mean career i guess. sigh...

lotaz things goin hay wired thesedays. #$!@$^&

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*jumps on bed*

*eeekkkkkKk*

whoops the bed broke~

*booHOooo*

...and so the story continues...

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