7/12/2006

- Major Disappointment -

ok... i know im lost like outta sudden. but don worry dearies, it isnt forever yea. geez... donno kaixin miss me sooOOooOo MuchHie. wahaha

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well, PreTTy disappointed with AH HUA lor. Disappoint me sooOOo many times till i sianz, totally numb liao. BUT still, sad over her unkept promise.

I donno if im too demanding for a friend. I dislike ppl who make promise and do nothing in short - empty Promises. Or have i TOO HIGH hopes for friends? I think I'm a little over dependent and possesive over friends. I the kind who wants to FEEL their presence and concern towards me, make me feel LOVED. however, in reality i guess its a little tough lar.

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This friend. Kerjin, once told me that in NUS its hard to get friends. i think i totally AGREE. HARD to have REAL friends, ppl jus come and go. sigh~~~ Ah hua told me that it would be worse in the working society. lol, well she claimed im to NAIVE. maybe... hmmm maybe not. lol

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then, there's this guy by the name of HONG SHENG... claming to be a secondary school classmate of mine (HE IS... but i jus cant remember who the hell is he?!), invited me for a secondary school gathering. HEllLloOOo, its like how long liao then have gathering ar.

I have already LONG forgotten who the hell were in my class, except for the few im still in touch with tho.

lol, i declined anyways. i find it no point goin to a gathering which i would just keep mumb and smile lar. and see how the rest portray the 'YOU QING KE GUI' thing. whahaha.

ok i admit i HATED my secondary school life. hmmm... cant clique means cant clique. i guess i had 'packaged' myself then as one who is 'quiet', 'obedient', 'hard-working' type. DON BE SHOCKED. that's how my teacher told my mom rightz!

jesus, i cant believe i had all those adjectives on me~

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right now. pretty fed-up. goin to face a SPOILED... TOTALLY SPOILED child tmr. BUT goin clubbin with Peigan tmr too~~

thats something that seem worth looking forward to.

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*1 more day to PIRATES of the CARRIBEAN* Grrr ... Captain Jack is BAck~

...and so the story continues...

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