6/24/2006
- Flowers Flowers Flowers -
hmmm... got tired of typing in chinese due to all the Han Yu Pin Yin, and well lotaz pals are complaining my chinese too chim for em to read. Geez... whoOoOt da. hahaha. hmmm... aightz this is the second part of the previous post. almost forgotten about it.
today Ms. Karen, a well respected guitar instructor, got hospitalised due to a kidney relapse. Saw her lying on the bed, pale lips and eyes that were once filled with ambition were now filled with tiredness. It kinda stroke on me that Life is actually VERY fragile. one moment u may be jumping around like a Kukoo, the other... who knows what might happen the very next second?!
As usual the very first question she asked me was, " HAVE U QUITED CRISTOFORI?" hahaha. she is one who is super against me 'wasting' my time at Cristofori Music School. Well should i say she looked me too up? but thinking back pretty true, i can earn like $30 -40 per hour why coop myself in the damn music school which pathetically gives me only $12+ per hour? hmmm... should reflect a little tho.
as i was sayin, she super against me working for Cristofori lor, all of the time giving me lobang to teach. but i think I'm too tired. even during my holidays, im working like 7 days a week... sad life. sigh... i guess i should free myself from all these and enjoy my limited youth.
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before goin to SGH, went into a floral shop to get flowers, as well as gettin flowers for brandon lar. Gosh... it's like donkey years since i stepped into a flower shop. The first flower that catches my eyes were the sunflowers. So naturally, i got 2 bouquets of Sunflowers... because i like 'em. wahaha.
It reminded me of 'him'. Lol. The first flower i ever recieved was a sunflower, well and its the ONLY kinda of flower he ever gave me. No roses, no Lily, no tulips, but SUNFLOWERS. Every stalk a week, but it stopped on the 167th stalk since the day i started recieving. till today i wonder why?! Nonethless, i LOVE sunflowers!!!
i got myself a stalk too. i guess sun flowers have some kinda 'magic'? i donno, but just by looking at the big yellow flower it does soothe my emotion alot, especially after the fight with Mom. However, it evokes another emotion which i've been keeping and hiding. sigh...
He's back. Back for whatever reason... i donno. Not ready to see him. maybe im scared? Scared of whatever crap... i donno either. miss him? definitely. Ironical? Absolutely. Wanna gimme a kick on the ass? Go ahead.
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aightz, went to support brandon after the visit to Hospital. erm... what should i say. Not my cup of tea. maybe i was alone. for someone who cant stand being alone watched the concert for half and hour ALONE, i find it a miracle. Expected some exaggerating costumes as it was a 'Anime - Song singing' thing, to my disappointment - NONE. Oww...
hmmm brandon looks cool. black suit, black hat, and black shadow. all i see was the head lar. throughout his song, cant see the face. act cool?! wahaha. the song was nice, but what hit me off was the beginning part. the middle part not that exciting, a little too dull? cant deny he got a good voice. Remind me of Gackt's, those DEEP, DULL, HOARSE voice. haha.
though cant understand the whole song, still the ambience of the song was nice. The stage light, dancers etc. (P.S: one of the dancers almost fell off the chair wHoppS).
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after the concert rushed for a drink with a friend. nice talk. felt cozy once more with friends around. Geez... i really cant stand being alone~~~
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Tired. Sad. Tired.
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...and so the story continues...
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